כוכבים ופרברים

it was cold that day in his basement but you kept your smile on and suddenly
the air smelt much greener.
there were streets with too many names but i will get used to it eventually
and i do not want to be your love
i do not wish to be your love
just for you to keep me warm and if that's considered to be using you
then consider yourself

.used

every other syllibal you pronounced sounded like that song by Bright Eyes, the one about
kisses on cheeks instead of lips and
bucket fulls of frustration. you thought i never knew
you
but actually you just never understood how hard it is
for me to just roll
out of bed
sometimes.
so please know, that i know we're both wounded, and i know
that you love me too
but i simply
do not wish to be your love. in the simplest of terms and scariest short words
you have to let me go
because obsession is the most bitter of all tastes
and don't get me started on love