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1st of January 06
My new year’s resolutions!
Smoke less loss weight get fitness dvd and do it will not get to emotional about shit will go to nice holidays will not spend to much on stupid things will do at lest once a week something for myself!!!
Last night was very strange went to pub helped out with the catering sat most of the evening with Mary’s block Kevin and mad fun off all the guys that were doing the karaoke
01:30
just back from pub did Mary’s nails and Kevin went on a huff so she was feeling as though he mad her choose between us
That was very un-called for
2nd of January 06
03:30 cig 15 Alc 4
Spent most of the day studding and then went to the pub had really fast 4 drinks and then back home Mary and Kevin are going away 2morow for the weekend
Just as well cos I still feel kind of funny about the whole thing
Funny that
You seem to think that when you will actually come over you would deal with things
Im not im just drinking and smoking and pretending that all is good
4th of January 06
23.30 cig 4 (v.g) alc 1 (v.g)
Went for dinner with dad Linda Bob and baby Sara Louis – she SL is so big now she is the funnies ever the second she noticed dad she smiled and pointed at him and he couldn’t stop singing Baby Face to her
Ended up that Linda asked me to come and spend the night over at theirs so that’s where I am now
Got here about 2 hours ago had a cig and glass of wine and am now set for bed
Its really nice seeing them together Linda and Bob are so good for each other and it is so nice to see that it doesn’t just excites in movies that it can be in real life and all
Anyway am knackered and am going to sleep now
5th of January 06
23:07 cig 5 (still v.g) alc 1
Spent the day with Linda and SL and it was nice and quite we went in to Motherwell center and that was nice – well as nice as could be when it is so cold and you are walking for more then ½ a mile just to get there
We went for Lunch and SL was the center of attention she is such a good baby
After Lunch I got the trine back home showered and changed and went to see big B for dinner (big B is my big Brother Bryan) bless him he got me a hanuck present (remembered my perfume) it was a nice dinner – we went to Uplamor Hotel in Uplamor
Ifs funny how this whole brother sister thing is working out for us now
Especially since April when he was over with Trish
I never used to think that we could do it – be really connected in any way but we are and im loving every second of it
When I got back home I went over to the pub for a night cap and now im in bed tring to go to sleep but am thinking too much
Specially about big B
6th of January 05
22:30 Cig 5 Alc2
Passed my exam today so am very proud of myself!
Other then that didn’t do a thing