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7th of January 06 02:30
Cig 1 pack (I know VB) Alc 2
Just got back from Mary’s what a very enventfull day it has been
Messed about most of the day and never heard from Mary to say if they were back from their weekend or anything so really wanted a cig so went over to the pub and had a drink and a smoke with Mo and then about 20 min after I sat down in walks Harkan Mary’s X man with a bag of Goodies for the boy and went away
Mo called Mary down (well what do you know they were back after all) and she went in to a hissy about the fact the he was there (see he is from Turkey and he is a right sod and she always gets In to a stat thinking that he will come and take the boy away from her )
This got Kevin in bad mode so she asked me to come up and talk to him
So me being me I did go up
And after we got him calmed down they remembered that they had to go somewhere for a bit
So they asked if I would stay and look out for the boy so I did and what can I say literally 5 min after they left Harkan was on the phone going on and on that he wanted to talk to Mary
After I hung up on him I called her but she was getting pissed so she didn’t hurry back home
I just don’t get this I really don’t
When they did finely get back Kev and I got in to this very strange talk about religion and G-D
It was interesting but I was to worked up and to out of focus to really enjoy the conversation so I just headed home
I don’t get her sometimes I really don’t
9th of January 06 02:00
Cig 1 pack (yes, yes very bad) alc 4 + ½ bottle wine
Am so sleepy right now – though you would think with the amount of Red bull Vodka I had today I would be like a bunny
Spent the day with dad went to see my solicitor and got really pissed off with my dad
I just can take this taking for granted thing that he does
I love him to bits but really
He went and started a new company with George and signed me in as the secretary of the company which is totally out of line as I am a manger of a company as it is and I don’t need any more hassle from banks and so on
But he just did it and in front of the solicitor and George he wants me to sign what could I do
I didn’t want to put him in a bad place so I just did but am very pissed off
So sighed and then went out of the office and toke the trine in to town to cool off cos I just could stay one more minute there I would have exploded
Got home mad him tea so that he wouldn’t go off in a huff ( even if it is me that should be going in a huff) and went over to Mary’s Kev is being an ass but then what is new about that?