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I can see it in your eyes (= even though you always look down)… I can see the love in your eyes. I can see that you want to give your love to someone; you just want her to be the right girl. And I’m not sure to who you are going to give this love...but I do know that this girl is going to be lucky, very lucky.

A few days ago, I reminisce. I thought about the love that you wanted to give me at the time, that you were ready to give me, and more. However, I refused to take it and I decided to return you this love, for you, I didn’t wanted to hurt you, you were such a good friend of my, and I also loved your best friend.

I remember now… I know that you were shy, so you chose not to tell me anything, but you did told my friend… and she told me, as if it was not clear…

Nothing happened between us at last. And even if we attracts to each other, we won’t do anything, since we both know very well (= too well) how to control our needs and our super ego is the one who tell us what to do, not our ID. We are very similar in some ways of acts, maybe that’s the reason why I love you so much… more than ever, maybe more than just a friend. I love you more than ever. And you will never hear that from me, and this is one more mistake of my mistake’s collection in life.

The End

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