Under The Bridge

Pondering again and again upon that issue, still can't reach a clear view, but i think the prudent thing would be to warn not to succumb to loneliness and misplaced sympathy. As one wouldn't willingly contract, say, herpes or something of the sort. Or, the most correct comparison, let a vampire into the house.

Common sense isn't helping us much, is it.

I think i've got concrete in my teeth. Damned yesodot.

I think i can feel my heart going. Not in the romantic sence or something. It's just going. Irrational rythms. Sometimes when i sit down it beats like i've been chasing buses. Sometimes i just lose breath. No condition to do homework in. I guess 4 hours of sleep on an average night dont hold me, but no alternative. I only wonder how the othes survive. Clearly, Yair and his elite army past XD...but not everyone are like that. And jumpstarting the systems with coffee might work, but i think caffeine is one of the initial reasons for the arrythmia in the first place. Go figure.

I think i've forgotten what sleep looks like.

Or living without stomach pains and nausea.

Yeah, and doesnt make it easier that they're my fault.

Some things are worse than bdsm.

And donkey keeps saving the day.