i'm miserable
yes i said, i feel like crap
and there nothing anyone can do about
actually htere's one thing
no actually there isn't
i'm finally starting to feel better though
i don't want to say why, cuz i don't know the consequences and shit
and i just don't feel like ppl discussing it
so just leave me alone on that part if you will
i need to do something with myself
i got thrown out of robotics today so thats that
i'll get in tommorow probably
i miss people
i need to smoke really bad
but i got no ciggaretes and no hookah, somoene threw all my tabac away
so i'm left with nothing but myself
i find myself having fun just walking with myself thinking
i think i'll walk more often now
things are fucked up
and i just hate the way they got fucked up
cuz its mostly my fault
school sucks
fuckin' 'ell
i'm getting sick of complaining
i'll just stop here
oh and this blog is half dead anyways
so just come visit rarely and it will update from time to time