Well, ill start by saying that its my 1st post since a long while now
And my mood is not too good, usualy im cool and lighthearted. But today i have some shit on my mind.
Well, people make misstakes. Theres no doubt about it and nothing you can do about it
The purpose of these misstakes is to learn from them.. These misstakes are usually caused by doing something without thinking.
If you could start your life from scratch, what would you do?
Story Time
Today this thing happened, theres this guy that i dont like. i never talked to him, and i dont want to either
but i see him about once a week cause i have to be in the same room with him and a bunch of other people..
there are only three people that i can see in that room of 15.
Anyway that person i was talking about didnt do anything bad to me.. but hes the only person that can annoy me without doing anything. the way he talks just pisses me off.
Today, me and these three were walking down the street, laughing and making jokes and shit...
and we passed by that guy that annoys us, he was sitting in a restaurant with his grandma. one of the three yelled "Here;s the homo we hate!"
usually i would just pass by without a reaction, no matter what anyone said. but i was in the mood for laughing, and i would laugh from every small thing. my friends joke didnt make me laugh at all.. but the face that the guy i dont like did
was funny as hell. so i laughed.
we kept on going and had a few more laughes. another one of the three started saying we are a bunch of bastards
for saying these things to a person we dont know, but the he kinda laughed at the way that person talks...
after that. one of us started being mad at the other three. including me
So, as a person who doesnt give a fuck about people he doesnt know i didnt really care about the person in the restaurant. I do regret about laughing at him, cause it was pointless, but not too much. like i said i usually take stuff
easy...
Like i said before, i would usually just walk by without a reaction because i have no point in doing anything with him.
i dont meddle in most peoples lives, cause they dont interest me.
But as i saw the funny face he made ( after my friend said what he said, he smiled and lifted up his hand)
i laughed cause that was my 1st reaction. And now an important person is mad at me for it.
Yes i do know how it is being in that persons shoes, as a child alot of people laughed at me. mostly stupid israelians
and i know that it sucks. but im happy i went through all that. cuz it made me who i am.
but sometimes one misstake, or one small deed can blind a close person completely. and make him forget, and turn
back on everything that he knows about you.
I will keep writing tomorow cause im so tired i forgot everything i wanted to say.
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