My heart went away
Being silent-still in the corner for better days
And of course, I shall remember
it all.
It's staring at my windows and painted on my walls
That truth of being left with my thoughts
Finally, it should've been here for days now,
On the new year's eve I bit my lip and thought of kisses which
And who the kisses are from
To a person who is incomplete
Who is breathing foreign air and doesn't take the time and trouble
of thinking by himself
Who will truly appreciate that
My silence. my dark, my lights.
A whole world of my own, just mine, no constraints
No limits, no someone else's silence to make it heavy and unbearable
to take.
Just my own silence helping me breathe.
Yes, my heart went away to a much colder place.
Back into my chest.