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I wanted to laugh

I wanted to cry

I wanted to sit there and die

Looking at my hand

Blurry, red and blue

Looking at the tears

Falling down on you

Memories abound

An empty floor sink

Still they rise the thoughts

Just to be extinct

Wishing for the end

Wishing yet again

Wishing wish some more

Dead on cold blue floor

Thinking whats the use

Thinking whats the point

Nothing left to think

Nothing more to hope

On an evening blues

With the orange sky

With no sense no muse

Falling high

I wanted to laugh

I wanted to cry

I wanted to sit there and die