חוסר שקט מוטורי, קישיון שרירים. הצורך הבוער מבפנים לבעוט את הסם מתוכך. ואתה בועט. וזה לא עוזר. בעגה המקצועית זה נקרא - EPS - Extrapyramidal Symptoms. אתמול בערב לקחתי יותר מדי נוגדי פסיכוזה (קלופיקסול) בכדי להשתיק את עוצמת הרעב שכמה למגע, למילה. היום התוצאות הן חוסר יכולת לתפקד.

אני יודעת שאין לי מונופול על הבדידות. אבל לפעמים אני מרגישה כמו האדם הבודד ביותר בעולם. ושלא קיים גיהנום גרוע מזה.

Pour me a glass of wine

Talk deep into the night

Who knows what we'll find

Intuition, deja vu

The Holy Ghost haunting you

Whatever you got

I don't mind

Put your elbows on the table

I'll listen long as I am able

There's nowhere I'd rather be

Secret fears, the supernatural

Thank God for this new laughter

Thank God the joke's on me

We've seen the landfill rainbow

We've seen the junkyard of love

Baby it's no place for you and me

I was born to laugh

I learned to laugh through my tears

I was born to love

I'm gonna learn to love without fear

אני לא במצב לפתוח לתגובות ולא לקבלן. מצטערת.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start