All of this crap
It all has been saving me for so long.
All of those notes and melodies
Have been cooling my sanity from bursting into flames
And burning me with it.
How come I never get to explain myself in more than just 4 sentences?
eventually i will burn into fire, i swear
it's just not enough to make me feel better
nothing's enough anymore.
i need so much more than this.
i need so much more than what these walls allow me to set free.
I NEED SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS.
u think u can give it to me?
i feel like doing something crazy.
a new tatto, skydiving, idk.
if i won't do something totally scary or totally painful i will literaly
burn into flames of insanity.