For the first time in maybe.. ever, I actually thought I deserved something so great. For the first time in ages I actually felt good enough to say I truely deserved this.
Now it's different.
Funny. People tend to encourage hope without even knowing how dangerous it could be. This bloody hope is haunting me for too long and is still not ready to let go, though it's clear now that we have nothing to talk about anymore.
It didn't feel right. How could this possibly feel wrong...
But hey, it's okay. It's slowly leaving me..
It's funny how I usually can't stand this specific singer. Though it's been the third time now that I can't let go of his lyrics cause they're drastically depressing and amazingly accurate to where I am.
I can't fall asleep.
I'm forever haunted.
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