Like, how the fuck do I still remember the username & password to this site.
It's amazing.
I've been kind of lonely & depressed.
Like, not all sappy, crying my eyes out, depressed.
But just... realizing a lot of things and it's overwhelming.
I cried to my step-father a few days ago.
It's so hard speaking to him sometimes.
But he's really the only adult I trust with my insanity.
I can spill my heart to him.
It's really bizzare.
Been trying to fill the loneliness with new friends.
But I can't seem to click with them quite right.
& I don't completely trust my good old friends, either.
Really unnerving.
I try to kill the awefuly negative moods with art.
& perhaps I'll share some in the morning with you.
Sure you'd love that.
Because it's art.
Who doesn't like that shit?
Totally out of my mind, though.
I feel like this is the only site where I've always been completely honest.
With myself.
& the readers.
Whoever still follows up, shout out & love.
toodles.
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