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הבלוג חבר בטבעות: הוסף מסר | 8/2008
 long time
long time
i was buissy puting my life in order and as well had not much to say, not that right now i gonna open in a heartwarmin' brainmeltin' n' noseburning monologue, but at least i have the guts to run the info threw my little cpu.
so after little breakdowns of extreme starvation and lack of sleep i got myself alittle bit more stamina then b4.
once again entering projects no one else ever would, once again gettin addicted ot the prosses of creation.
once again collectin data in an aclactic manner and once again being completly alienated to teh outsideworld.
i found my old diary today, where i used to put down my daily battles agains the mania-depressia, they are amazing, there is soo much power in em, i surely am stubborn and never giving up, i litterarry failed every day and just never lost hope, its like with all the change i havent changed at all.
i must addmit it was a strange experience to try and remember all i went trough, but it also have inspired me, with all the shit i've been trough, this thing wasnt even on my list....
and yes i know that no one else will understand and mostly the ppl i want them too but it also makes me incredebly proud and hopefull again
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