בֵּין הַחַיִּים לְמָוֶת.

In fact i dont know why im actually writing in english right now

i guess this blog will be my american blog lmao

whatever ..

nothing good has happend yet,

and i feel lonely more then ever

i mean - there is no reason to my strange feeling of being lonely

.but i just feel that way.

I have everything i need but i got nothing.

i am rich with money but poor with love ?

i dont know what to think anymore im just so tired of thinking stuff

i need to take a rest of my life and go

to another world -

where there is no sadness.

i need to take a rest of my busy life.