10 days of the best time I've had my entire life...
This time has been the most wonderful, amazing, unforgettable, overwhelming, unbelievable and purely out if this world.
I had never been so happy, so free and pure, pleased and satisfied, loved and loving during those two decades as I have during those ten days.
It's a real shame I have to go back to the terrible military reality tomorrow, the world of orders in which I am nothing but a part of a system I unwillingly serve at, without time for the things I love the most, without being able to choose what to wear and what to eat, what to learn when and how, without controlling my manner of exercise, without being able to write what I want where I want to in order to express myself, without being able to outshine my uniqueness, sleep well and be free... without the capability of fulfilling my potential and needs... without being able to say what I truly think and believe in, how I truly feel, and what I need and miss... without my brilliance, my light that shines, my sun-and-stars.
Without my fucking freedom!
I can wholheartedly say, that by tomorrow's noon I never will have had a harder farewell in my life.
I'm going to be missing you, like an actual part of me is missing, and I know that you know just what I mean. The part which without I can no longer be fully..me.
Trias...
I love you.
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