i haven't been to this blog since ever .
the last time i wrote was at my 14th birthday which was at the last november.
i gotta admit i changed ;
alotta shit go to me .
over the past months i had so many ups and downs
that i dont even remember myself.
school's already over [ well in america ] and im really looking
forward to the summer since im going to israel !
**** yayyyyy *** lmfao !
soo ; i had too many crushes too count in this school year .
i thought that my life would change drastically when ill move
here from israel to new york .
surprisingly i changed , not my life.
its not the things who change. its us who change.
i cant belive that its almost two years
that i've lived in new york .
thats crazy .
its like my life writes its own story and its own script.
everyday is different .
for some reason i always compare israel to new york .
i know new york will be better for me .
but i dont want to belive that.
i love israel so much i cant even
face it or admit that fact .
i just really wanna come back to israel.
but my life would be alot better if i'd stay here.
but sometimes i just really miss
my friends and family that i left over
its nice that i get to visit israel in the summer .
for two months ; which is a really long time.
but then , after those months
you realize that its over
maybe i wont even see them again .
just thinking about it makes me cry .
so ; yea that what happend this year .
you'll probably won't care
or won't understand .
but its okay .
if u have myspace shox or icq
and would like to stay intouch with me
:here are the details
myspace - myspace.com\taltooli
shox - http://www.shox.co.il/userpage/index_up.php?EncrID=1745f6ecb0719666f8989f0b32d2c5ef
icq - 255601269