Why does it have to be this way
we tried, and we failed.
And then, one night just changed everything. It sounds shallow and it sounds fake but it's just the way i feel
Things have changed for me since then. I've met new friends, learned how to fit in and express myself around here
I've learned to deal with the way it works here. I feel better about my future now.
I moved on, you moved on and we never missed each other
I didn't appriciate what i had, and you just didn't know what to do about me
We should have taken things slowly, get to know each other
and now i know it. I know we will come back, just as we agreed
And it will work this time. I promise, I've changed
We're from different parts of the world, but yet we're the same
I can understand you now, and I know why you say the things you do
Now I appriciate you. As a friend, as a lover, as anything you want me to.
I'm here to make you feel better, as a friend and more than that
but not yet, and we know why.
I love you, and i know I'll be able to say that again
just like those days, but for real this time
-X-
recent news? I feel better about talking English..
It might not be perfect, and I still have alot to improve, but i feel so much happier.
I've met new friends and started going out alot, my communication skills got much better
and I realized that those people don't want me to go. And even more than that....I DONT WANT to leave
I'm staying here.
in California
People were right, it does take time to get used to it...they say the 1st year is hell...the 2nd one is easier and it gets better with time.
I'm staying because i believe in myself now.
I know, I miss my family and friends, but I feel great about this.
Later,
Karin