i was blind
i never realized how much you hurt me
you changed me
so i'll be better for you
so i'll be more like you wanted me to be
not so i'll feel better with myself
you didn't really care how i feel about myself
you knew what you wanted
you knew exactly why you were with me
you said you loved me
and i believed you
now... i don't know how true you really were
i couldn't face the truth
i couldn't even tell myself what really happened
you wanted me to yourself
and now i may not even have the choice
i cant be with anybody else
not that i didn't try
not that i don't want
its that i Physically cant
its been over a year and we both moved on
you never thought you could
i never thought you could
but we both did
i found the perfect guy
and i cant be with him
i physically cant
i want to
i really do want to
he's a good guy and he wont hurt me
and i cant be with him
you always said
we were the best for each other
i thought you were all the good in the world
we were everything we could have ever asked for
you said you were gonna fix me
you said you were the best for me
but instead
you broke me
you ruined my life
you were the worst thing that has ever happened to me
i don't regret being with you
i don't regret falling inlove
i regret letting you break me
i regret letting you ruin my life