i hate it.

im thinking of him when im talking to you.

He's nothing, asshole. 

maybe if i'll say it enough times i'll believe it.

i was so stupid letting myself fall like that,

i never do that, but i had a feeling that i can trust him.

‎"Trust is like an eraser, it gets smaller & smaller after everytime you make a mistake"

THIS IS NOTHING.

THIS IS SHIT.

and you dont even try.

I doubt if you even care.

Did you fooled me?  

it looked like you care, it really did.

all the times we talked late night long conversations, was it nothing?

it didnt felt like nothing. i swear. it didnt.

i would have noticed.

i know i would.

He could'nt fooled me. im not that naive.

am i?

was i just sex? :\

It's too much for me.

everything is too much.

נמאס לי מהכל, אני לא רוצה להיות כאן. אני רוצה לברוח מפה. החיים האלה כבר יותר מידי בשבילי, הספיק לי.

I'm tired.