what am i doing wrong?
its just funny... it is...
how everything is just happening again from the begining, but why i have to be the one that gets hurts?
i am scared that something will go wrong with me in the end if i'll just get hurt again and again
i know i'll never know love or friendship
but i didnt choose this... its just what i am.
i should stop... and i should stop now
im just hurting my self... i know it wont be easy but i have to try
im nothing im absolutley nothing.... i tought im something for someone
but im not... sad isnt it?
but noone really cares.
im sorry.... or im not
its just to much ...
please