היום הראשון בניו יורק...
תאמת?? היה אחלה... הכרתי מלא אנשים!!
באמת?1 לא!!
הייתי כ"כ שקטה שה' ישמור.
אני אהיה מופתעת אם מישהו היה שם לב עליי!!
ככה כל השיעורים.. עד האחרון
אחת מהמעודדות ירדה עליי ממש קשה.
היא קראה לי שמנה...
רציתי לאמר לה משהו כמו:
"לפחות, אני שמנה, ולא אוכלת תרופות שלשול לארוחת צהרים.."
טוב זה לא משו טוב... אני בטוחה שאני אכיר מישהי יותר נחמדה... אני כ"כ מתגעת הבייתה
זה היום הכי נורא בחיי...
תודה אימא. תודה על זה שהרסת לי את החיים בזה שהתאבדת .
פשוט תודה.
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How To Save A Life
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life