בכי תמרורים הוא בכי מר.
בכי מחר וחזק.
this song, really made me cry.
but i don't feel that my home. is were my parents live
i love sad songs...
"life will guide you home... and i'll try to fix you"
i'm not sure if i understoond the right meanings. but
i understand what i want to...
is it a sentes my boyfriend saying me without words...?
i really need someone to fix me. i think i lost the belief in men.
in parents.
in some friends, it's so not....
today at school
my irst day at my last year in high school.
was so not what i wished for.
I was.... different
My best friend wasn't there.
she is in H
if you know what i mean....
And everyone were so , inside themself.
i didn't felt belong, i just felt as im there.
I love being outside my house, that should be could "home" but , is't just not feels like it.
I love being at others and with others.
I came back from school, took ashower and cried
cried so badly, in the middle i stopped.
and disaded thta if i won't go to my boyfriend, i'll cry all day.
I know myself
So i went.
I forgot to tell him that, I forgot how bad was all of this part.
I forgot.
When i see him, all my life looks better
even thuough if i feel like i got oppended by him. in account of love.
i love him too much for cry sesides him.
Is't alright?
After i had to go "home" I entered my house.
Did things and when i got into my bed, under my blanket. Cold as a result of being home
I fought it, but i loose.
I couldn;t not thinking of what i thought of, anfd i made my cry
cry so bad.
i felt like -i really need to cry
like it is really happen
like it gonna happene.......I wish it'll get fine and they'll find thier way to talk and give my the life i wished for.i .
want play Tennis and i want have a Driving license
Now the unseeing future seems bad.
Like i'll never have.
And i need to volonter!!!!!!
אני צריכה להתנדב... לעזאזל.
לילה יטוב. מקווה שארדם. מחר יום ארוך, מאוד.
אני מדוכאת כשאני בבית...