מי שרוצה יקרא... אין לפוסט הזה תגובות. מי שבכל זאת מעונין להגיב שיגיב לי במסן.
Do you ever just feel... like... you are alone and don't really have anyone that has your back no matter what?
I have tons of friends, Everyone always comes to me whenever they have a problem, I really am a good listener. But who do I turn to when I need help or just need a shoulder to cry on?.
I've tried talking to people (sometimes you really just need someone to listen to you) but apparently none of them have time. It's like they all expect me to just listen to them but none of them can even help me when I need. it was like everyone became way too busy to give a care about me. I have been so miserable this year, is someone even notice? it seems like this is the only problem I don't know how to fix!.
I can seriously say I have no one to talk to when i really need. I don’t want to be alone when i need some help. Im so scared. I'm scared to let anyone in now… I feel everything will be doomed either way. I'm probably the problem, its most likely my fault right? How do I just keep ending up alone… I'm keep make the same mistake over and OVER again.
No one, but NO fucking one has never know all bout me. maybe because i never found the right person for that kind of thing. I'm keep saving all inside of me, all inside my head. never came out and maybe... never will.
I've lost the people that i loved (and still love) by my mistakes, by my awful mistakes. people that i knew way better then others... people that trust me and I.......... I let them down, again.
How else could I get
Your attention?
All I wanted was to exist in your world
Just one person.
Who take time to actually see me.
To help me find
a way out...
ותודה לג'ן שכן הקשיבה לי אתמול.
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