**הכל לטובה**

yeah. this fuckin'... thing

actually i returned a week ago. but didnt realy had the chance to write in here

so we were at Ma'ale Edomim.

we stood there for like 70 hours. 10 hours per day.

reeal great......

it was scary. can't say it was ok.

but the most important thing is that its fuckin OVER!

thats it.

last week i took a day off. i realy felt like i needed that.

on wednesday.

so me and my parents went to Jerusalem.

weve been at the "Kotel" and rest of the ancient city, and its been realy great. i love this city!

when we got back at the evening, my father called to my grandmother, she said shes not feeling so well, that she has high blood pessure and her heart hurts..

it realy scared me. as usual i started to think about the worst things that can happen...

when we got home i prayed for her.

i said some "Tehilim" chapters with the letters of her name

i said this special pray, that you say for a sick person...

then at night i have some realy horrible dreams....

yesterday my father took her to the hospital - were shes staying for now..

i visited here today

she said shes feeling much better now.

i brought her a big flower that i bought yesterday on "ToysRus"

she loved it!

and i brought her a "Tehilim"

i said that shes doesnt have to read it if she can't

but its important of it to be there. and she put it under her pillow.

i realy want to visit her tommorow too. on Motzei Shabbat..

i want her to feel better. to get well..

i'll pray for her today at the "Bet Kenneset" too..

Shabbat Shalom everyone!....

~BatSheva