curse you people for making me update this shit all the time..
i.. ammm... LAZYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arg.. -.-
k well..
gonna update it cuza special person askd.. -.- uh.. ._.
well anyhows..
today was a bitch day.. -.-
(and yea.. it my shit. im gonna write english and i dont give a crap if you dont get a half of it. -.- ) hoho >_>
soo.. i woke up.. went to this shit school and had my 4-5 lessons..gah.. -.- it sucked..
went home.. then was watchin this two weird movies..
1 aliG.. which i saw XP but i wanted to watch it agen X3
and the secend one is Kung Fu .. or somethin like it.,.
some AMAZINGLY WEIRD movie .. but it was awsome..
i loved it alot..
anyhow... i met a new friend X3
shes amazingly cute and pritty hoho :D
and her names Liya (yes i did mention u here XPP ) x-x
soooooo...
she promissed me beer wen shes gonna come XD
so im looking forwords to it hehe :3
in the last couple of days i feel empty agen.. i dunno even why..
ive lost all the fun in life.. and all the happyness..
i know i have my love and .. marinka.. x-x
i love you for beeing with me..
your the greghtest gift i could ever dream off from life..
but.. i dunno..
i still feel shit..
sue me.. -.-
so yea.. im depressed.. deadly depressed.. -.-
i feel like ive lost the meaning in life or somethin..
i just dont have anythin reasonable to live for ...
today my mom suspected me for usin drugs.. -.-
(WTF?!?! -.-) how could she ever think i do..
well if you must ask its cuz of i smoked before and she smelled it.. and saw the scars on my arm.. gah.. =.=
well i told her that i had a breezer and i fell off a building. X3
i think she bought it.. x_x
well.. this is the end of another meaningless post of mine..
girl.. i wish i could freeze time so i could stay and watch your smile forever..
i love you..
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