I'm
Just hate everyone right now.
there
is no way i gonna let anyone see me like that.
i
fucking cried over a song.
it's
a first time ever.
and
as you can see, i write in english.
bad
engish, and stiil this is what i so when i pissed out,
think
in english and if i can even write.
it's
just seem to be so good, everything was alright 'till those two days.
i
can't even talk to somebody cus no one know how i really feel.
i
know it was mistake, and still, i'm hearing SP now...
dam,
i just miss people, my famly, my friends - feel belong to something.
i
know, i'm a quitter, but i just can't.
it's
so stupid, and i know i will regret it,
but
i can do it right now, and it's so so sooooo stupid,
to
take that so hard.
Fuck!
i
feel like crap =\
if
i could go to sleep for a week or so...=\
and
probably the worst thing,
is
that i can only think about what you, "my readers", will think about
my english.
damm.
i
was happy for a week.