i want you to knowi'm still grieving
you dead bastard
i can't kill you in my mind
i want your forgiveness
but it's my forgiveness you should be begging
hey! i'm talking to you! i know you can hear me, stupid jerk!
your ignoring me wont erase what was
even though you want to forget it
as if dealing with pain and bills and debts and academy and depression is not enough
as if i don't want to feel happy again
if you'd just listen...
but you won't.
hey. why won't you talk to me?why do you hate me so?
why won't you be my friend again?
why don't you teach me how to enjoy again, flow again, not give a fuck again?
what did i do to you that made you so terrible to me?