I have a gum infection, and my body have just recived one not enoghe pain killing...
I may need to go to pain mangment, or start to care about my health again...
I have to make stong desidions.
So many things to think. So many strategy to go picture insaid. My head is like spining against me- it is a fealing of loosing balance. I've had it phisicaly in the past. not easy ( at the begining they thout I had manieres deasis )
I had ringing in my ears... constantly. like a flowt of water running insaid a water fall located abouve your ear insaid your brain...
and the dissy. I used to ride horses and then I could not stay on one ....
long story.
I am starting learning how to read lipes officialy finaly.
I hope I will get aqquiped to makeing a phon line in my appartment )
I don't yet, and no real money to put on that stupid phon.
sometimes I feel so stuck. and yet, somone offered me a basic job.. ( one step abouve fully volentiring...
its nice, and he said he'll help me wash my dog ( I hope he ment for free, or for whatever I will do with him )
she has an official bah scadual for Friday morning.
I wish I had her sertfied so I could bring her with me...