Meaningless.
Can't describe the remorse.
Can't describe what it feels like falling apart.
THEY blame for putting this whole idea inside my head.
So stupid.
They don't understant how I'm ready to die for it.
She dies, too.
I can't save her.
she's too lost inside herself that I'm, a meaningless person, afraid to come closer.
but I'm so envy.
Words can't verbalize this.
I'm so close to death.