It always makes it grow.. and the feel,
that there's no way you could have changed that -
is enough to make you down.
Such a foolish.
All the stupid grades would have never be compared to the real knowledge,
and I feel as if someone tried to sink me.
I have to change things. and it must be done fast.
And explain... just have to explain all the time,
even to myself.
-I want this life so badly, but when it comes to,
just can't bear it.
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Haven't arrange a thing.
It's as if I let death take me over.
I have to set it all, I have to run from office to office,
I have to buy a ticket.
They won't let me go,
So I musn't cry either.
I'll have to tell them goodbye, to remain some letters.
Too much to deal right now. I wish I hadn't been so much
like me.
And it feels like dancing on fire,
when all you want to do is hold it,
and all you want to do is come closer to the heat,
it's just that you've never been the brave one.
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