Trying to get closer,
wish I hadn't had these thoughts.
Somehow, I can't help myself and I can see clearly enough the opposite wishes.
All this period, all confusion,
for only one moment of happiness.
Will I get to see it?
They make me stay,
just can't see myself in this blindness again.
And I find myself asking all these questions, without having an answer.
So hilarious, that I can't understand the beginning,
it was so hard to hear it from HIM.
Even the present.. it's all confusing.
It's so hard to cut out all these secular things I'm used to.
I have to admit.. I'm a little scared (anxious) from her response.
I don't expect her to accept, just from the laughs.
And how can I explain it to her,
when I don't know myself the reasons, the future?
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Wish you'de been here,
Wish I could only see your face,
knowing you don't die,
knowing I wont.
Every part of my body feels the ache,
As if blood stops to come.
I've never needed someone that much.
I have to know if you're real so I can relax from the knowledge,
that I'm going to live.
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