You will die in seven more days " sounds familiar? but its true for me... in seven more days i will know if i will stay fully alive or i will stay an empty shell for ever... damn it! it was the worst month in my life! my friend commited suecide, my girlfriend loves someone else and now she left me becaus of him... i will know in seven more days... She lied to me but i dont care becaus i will suffer anything for her ifit will make her come back to me! anything... no matter what - just to be with her... damn it... i hope that everything will be allright but im afraid like i never been...
i fill emptyness inside me