I love Israel with all of my heart, but everyday here makes me realize how the world hates me for it.
He says that I shouldn't change myself, their hatred should make me stronger and not weaker, and I should be proud of who I am. well he may be right, still I fear for my life and my family and friends' lives more than anything; I feel like every second here is a gift because it is so dangerous; I know that there is going to be a war soon and I am terrified. I spend too much time on politics and history and it is really interesting and fascinating to me, but it also drives my crazy. I might lose my sanity someday.
I am now in the process of making my grandpa have the Romanian nationality so I can have it too, so if one day I will get sick of it I'll have somewhere to go. but how come I will get so desperate, what do I have with Romania? nothing except for origins. Israel will be forever my home. I remember traveling so many times and always had the feeling that I miss home, the crazy Israelis 
, the Hebrew everywhere with some Arabic slang within, the unity of most Jews in such a tiny beautiful state, the anthem, the Israeli flag, everything.
But it seems like the world turned its back to Israel, and supports the people who cause violence the most, the people who do not allow women to have rights, the people who their biggest enemy is human rights.
It is all really depressing. makes me realize that we live in a fucked up world and all what they care is oil, money, and interests. it is so easy to blame Israel for everything because Israel doesn't have as much oil as Arab countries do and Israel is full of Jews - most hated nation and religion ever.
It makes me sick. people are ready to kill and to lie just to get some oil or to please and satisfy others.
I want peace, is that too much to ask?
What's wrong with the world mama? People living like aint got no mamas I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And if you hatin you're bound to get irate Yeah madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates You gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all People killing people dying Children hurtin you hear them crying Can you practice what you preach Would you turn the other cheek? Father Father Father help us Send some guidance from above Cause people got me got me questioning Where is the love?
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חִינָנִית. ♥