I remember, the same moments in them I smiled from pain

I know what this love I know how from life her I know that sometimes the fire Ncbt, but immediately I throw a spark of desire. He brightens the situation, he heats me the heart. I love to love, but when there is not a heart love, everything seem black. And at any time newly when the situation seems lost/hopeless and deficient control, I close the eyes and was remembered again in your glimpse. You love me but you not notice that you hurt me, you drink fees to the saturation and intensifies on my pockmarked soul searching. But I lay will want quietly, and wait for that someone will rescue me in the knowledge that except for you I don't have person in the world.

And in the once that I wallow in my blood you go to search, the next victim. But the smile is engraved on my aspects