מי נהר זורמים, הבט, אלו הם מימי חייך, הם מיימי חייך נשטפים בזרם שמגיע עם גשם ראשון.

Agin. it happened agin. agin I saw how all what I thought disappearsd.

And agin I understand that I don't really care from it.

First of all it hurts. and really hurt. 

After that I almost cry. and then I understand.

Understand that I don't have what to cry for.

She's not my best friend, and she won't be.

I hate her, I don't talk with her and I won't talk with her anymore.

She's the only one that need to cry here.

And the only one that cried in this story.

Ane even if I almost cry, I won't cry. like now.

I even don't know if she'll see that, and I don't really care.

Have a good day

:)