So yeah, I know I'm going to regret it, but what the hack.. right now I ain't giving a shit.
I'm Yul. I, actually, don't care that it might annoy some viewers, the fact that I'm writing in english. fuck off, my keyboard is a complete mess. oh, and forgive me for not liking too much the hebrew language anyway.. ^^
like I mentioned earlier.. I'm not that kind of a person to open a journal HERE. on ISRABLOG. I used my MySpace journal pretty much alot, but somehow I got hacked T_T I guess I should have made it private.. so annoying, now I have to open up a new account during to some assholes.
I hate the fact that I'm so fucking far away from my love. we had a great time in the summer vacation.. had some crazy stuff done together. two months made of perfection. gosh, I miss her badly. it was the weirdest thing ever, how we ended up meeting each other. we started talking on MySpace (myspace lover here, sue me!) and one thing led to another.. I found out that we have much interests in common. we both much of gamers, watch obsessively anime and old horror shows, I paint, she sings, we both have some interests in wicca, our music taste is much alike.. and man, shes beautiful. she looks so special, unique, something most of the people here don't dare to be. I love how cool she is, I'm sure it sounds stupid, but this girl sure fits the place in my heart. I never, never, met a girl like her in here. I had some relationships that ended up as a catastrophe, so I guess you're getting the idea, lol.
she even sent me hand made gifts she did, while I sent her drawing and love letters dedicated to her. I'm not a pussy, I'm just in love :) eventually we met each other this July, I came for a visit, she let me stay at her house as a friend, at least thats what her parents thought ^^ she showed me her special places, where she has the most important memories of, most of the times we spent the days by traveling, or just staying at her place and playing rpgs. at the nights we met up with some of her friends, that were very nice, not like I imagined, we were just sitting in the local pubs, drinking a (GREAT) beer and having random talks. lol, by force, she took me to disneyland, yes. but the most pleasing thing was when we got back home, me half dead, and she was still sober (this girl sure knows how to drink) and just before I sank to my dreams, she started to sing quietly with her precious voice. I was just staring at her, thinking how pretty she is, wishing this moment will never end.
everything has an ending, right? but its not a lovesong either a love story, its my life, and I'm not going to miss my chance to be a happy person. yeah, I had to comeback to Israel, but I will cross million KM for feeling her breath next to me. I'm planning on moving there and live in california, I just hope that she'll hold on and wait for me.
Israblog is full of shit, and yet I'm finding myself opening up a blog thingie.. how funny is that. sad story.. yup
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