Gay Hardcore

I'm listening to some nice shit, a band called  AS BLOOD RUNS BLACK, check 'em out.. I MISS MY BBY. god, I feel so SO so pathetic. I can't believe how low I am.. I actually am humiliating myself in front of her in any kind of form :(
crawls to my nasty dark corner
SERIOUSLY THO. I hope I'm not stressing her out, I came to a conclusion that shes starting to avoid me. not sure about it, but its just a feeling I have. somewhat..

shes not online at the moment. we talked an hour ago, she sounded a bit distant, she said it was nothing, I haven't asked for a reason either.. it was a short call.
oh I'm bored as fuck. will someone talk with me on myspace?.. cause if not I'll go drown myself with some anime and beer.