I know I'm nothing

 I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world.

Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time,

for as long as I can remember. Alone with my Family, alone with my friends, 

I don't want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone.

I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to,

I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand,hug me,

tell me everything is going to be all right.I hate that I have no on

to share my hopes and dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams,