When this began,
I had nothing to say and
And I'd get lost in the
nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
that I'm Not the only person with these things in mind
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I got left to feel.
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own,
And the fault is my own.
I want to heal,
I want to feel,
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long,
Erase all the pain 'til it's gone
I want to heal,
I want to feel,
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something
I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say
I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face
Looking everywhere only to find That it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I?
What do I have but negativity?
'Cause I can't justify the
way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own,
And the fault is my own
I will never know
myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel,
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away,
And find myself today