pandaemonium

In a slow searching for some kind of start

there are things I want to do

some people say I should 

other say I should get the fuck away

I don't know what to do

I don't really want to listen to anybody

But I cannot really "attack the source"

Attack will cause more violent, I want communication.

I want something that was lost but…

Unsure if it is possible anymore?

Been battling so long

Rest is new to me.

I feel I achieved very little to my age.

But I am quite proud of it.

I wish I could meet you beside my art

Are you the one I remember? Am I?

Wish I could just come out and say…

"Hey want coffee?" ~but I fear it been too long

And I am too little