I didn’t mean
to hate you all, I really didn’t.
But rotten
corpses in my dreams- they laugh- I killed them.
I know it’s
not your fault, and it is not mine either,
You didn’t
say a word, no promise that you’ll be there.
 
Your empty
tears will hit the ground- I need no pity.
The mirrors
lied to me again- I am no pretty.
I wished to
find a rabbit hole that I can squeeze in,
But hole is
closed, rabbit is gone- no one can see him.
 
And no I’m
flying high above the sky,
I’ll hear the
spirits call and I will fall.
I’ll hit the
ground and die, then I’ll be found.
But will you
really dream of me to hear my scream?
 
I never
wanted the blue skies, it made me vomit.
Nothing is
gonna be all right, my truth- I know it.
I can not
hear you when I shout, just let me smother.
My smile is
good to cry about, pretend you bother.
לא, זה לא עליי. ומי שזה נכתב לה לא תוכל להביע את דעתה על השיר. או על כל דבר אחר.