Thanks for all you've done, I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone and you still live in me, I feel you in the wind,
You guide me constantly.
I never knew what it was to be alone 'cause you were always there for me,
You were always home waiting
But now I come home and I miss your face so smiling down on me,
I close my eyes to see.
And I know you're a part of me, and its your song that sets me free.
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight 'cause it comforts me.
I carry the things that remind me of you In loving memory of the one that was so true.
You were as kind as you could be and even though you're gone, you still mean the world to me.
And I know you're a part of me, and its your song that sets me free.
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight 'Cause it comforts me.
But now I come home and its not the same.
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone
I'm glad He set you free from sorrow
But I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you'll be here With me still.
All you did you did with feeling
And you always found a meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will
And I know
You're a part of me
And it's your song
That sets me free
I sing it while
I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight
'Cause it comforts me.
אין לי מה להגיד.
עריכה:
אז מתחילים להרגיש את החופש הגדול. ב-6 ליוני יש לי את המבחן האחרון וזה טוב.
אבל מצד שני ההרגשה הזו של פעם הורגת אותי. אני מרגישה שאני עומדת להתפוצץ מגעגועים.
כל ההכנות, האנשים, המדהים. השבת, ההרגשה הזו, האווירה הזו.
פתאום אני מתחילה להבין שהוא כבר לא פה ולא יחזור...חצי שנה אחרי. דאמט. חצי שנה אחרי, מי היה מאמין?
מאז אותו היום אני לא בסדר, אני מרגישה מבולבלת, משהו אצלי חסר.
למה זה תמיד ככה אצלי? הגעגועים פשוט הורגים,
וזה לא אנושי.
אני מקווה שאני אחזור לעצמי מהר.