כתבתי קטע כל כך ארוך, והשארתי בטיוטות.

הבלוג הזה כבר לא אותו דבר, לא כשאנשים שאני מכירה קוראים פה.

כל מילה שאגיד אצטרך לקחת בחשבון שהם קוראים פה. ושהם מכירים אותי.

אני לא באמת מדברת על כל מה שאני רוצה

Misery

Take a look around don't you see it?
See that you are the only real face in the room
No one here has a clue what you're feeling
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
Theres nothing inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don't you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me
Looking for me

The hands are up now
Everybody's singing, everybody's moving
They've programmed their feelings
They're synchronizing and criticizing
Don't feel bad keep your sadness alive

Look at all these happy people
Living their lives
Look at all these plastic people
They're dying inside
Look at all these shallow people
Telling their lies
Look at all these empty people, people

Don't you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me

Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Don't you know this misery loves me
Loves me

So you're tired of running
You're tired of hurting
You're tired of living in their lie
You're tired of listening
You're tired of hurting
Keep your sadness alive, alive, alive

Don't you know that misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Don't you know, misery loves company
Yeah I heard, that misery was looking for me
Happiness is a face that don't look good on me
Yeah I heard, that misery comes looking for me
Woah, misery's my company
Woah, misery is looking for me

אני יכולה לבכות רק מהשיר הזה.

לא דווקא בגלל המילים או המנגינה.

כי בכיתי גם בפעם הראשונה ששלחו לי אותו, עם הליריקה. וזה מרגיש לי כאילו עבר המון זמן מאז. והרבה דברים השתנו. וזה רק גורם לי להזכר במה שהיה אז.

כי לשיר הזה, יש משמעות שונה בשבילי.