Can it be that this is what I've wanted That all those years I didn't believe in love Because it all depends on parameters of sustainability And health... And guess what, I didn't have any

Me, as a teenager, I couldn't have loved

The teenager was a time of stepping back, watching with fear in eyes The things that did form as relationships

were mostly faked out I'm afraid Is fake better than nothing? I don't believe it is That must be the reason why I've.... waited?

carefully delayed.

I won't be a theoretical human being anymore Every piece of me is as real, hungry, and honest about itself as it gets  There is no other form of Life