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30.6 [ברור לי לחלוטין למה זה כתוב בכתב מראה]

There's nothing like going out, if you want to feel alone. yeah, that REALLY worked . I think it was one of my worst nights ever (הגזמה)

   I got to Yarden at about 1000, and already then felt not wanted, not needed, and לא קשורה to the other people there. Everybody drank accept for me, but I didn't care, 'cause I don't even like Alcohol.

   Three girls got really drunk, and tarted crying about stuff; Y' whined that "I'm so stupid, Alon, and you're smart!" (he's her brother), and talked about how horrible she is. we didn't succeed stoping her, and she threw up thrice. that was ugly.

זה בכלל היה לילה זוועתי. אח"כ אני וזבלון [נ'] הלכנו לבית של ז', ששם הייתה ח'.

   כל העת הזאת הרגשתי לא רצויה.

אבל ממש.

אוף.

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