I never was the hottest girl in class (thou I do have boobs). I never was popular, guys never been too much around me. I never was the funnies, or the prettiest or the charming one. I never had a boyfriend god damn it. I was always just me or at least that's what I thought. I tried always to be myself, we all do… trying to be ourselves. But how should we know?  I've been looking for the answer. How can I be myself when I don’t know who I am? And not just that, I also don't know how should I figure it out?

When I'm alone I'm so desperately want company. When I'm crowded I just wish everyone get lost. How the hell am I supposed to know who I am if nothing fits me?  Well  I'll kepp looking and figure all this things and till then just be myself as I think it's right and I won't let anyone tells me what I should do or say or think.

And neither should you people…