A thousand years is but an instant. There's nothing new, nothing
different. The same pattern over and over. The same clouds, the same
music, the same insight I felt an hour or an eternity ago. There's
nothing here for me now, nothing at all. Now I remember. This happened
to me before. This is why I left. You have begun to find your answers.
Although it will seem difficult, the rewards will be great. Exercise
your human mind as fully as possible, knowing it is only an exercise.
Build beautiful artifacts, solve problems, explore the secrets of the
physical universe, savor the input from all the senses, feel the joy
and sorrow, the laughter, the empathy, compassion and tote the
emotional memory in your travel bag. I remember where I came from and
how I became a human, why I hung around, and now my final departure is
scheduled. This way out. Escaping velocity. Not just eternity, but
infinity. s