I was thinking about everything a lot...
Im pretty sure that soon you will come here and read this (if you didnt forget the link...)
Im not sure why i write it....or why i write it in english....
But i hope you will read it...coz its for you....you know............and i hope you will tell me if you read......
And now all those feelings i showed you few months ago will come back again....and maybe they will be your tears...or your smile...or your beating heart that decided that he can run maraton around the world.......
Its just...I miss you...a lot....(already...=[..)....and every second of every minut of every hour and day and month and year (that soon will be behind us....) i wish we could experience together......
And i dont want to miss you more...and i wish i could be with you now....and i wish i could always be with you.........and i wish you would kiss me now.......and then we would be 2 angels in our heaven that exists only for both of us......where we could think only about us and about nothing (or nobody else...)..only you and me....as it should be.....
And its so sad to write it....and its even more sad to read this over and over again...
I hope you know that im not angry at you....only lil bit upset....
Soon i will start dying inside.......and my heart will explose to million little pieces that only you can find and put together.....piece by piece.....
(I hope you wont become another kaiushi....)
Its so late right now....and damn it.....the man is singing: "let me see you stripped" WHAT THE FUCK?!
You know....its so sad sometimes to see you go online.........and then..........(as always...)....we wait.........and wait...........and look at each others name.....(maybe you think that you wait alone....and im not there....but no.......i wait with you............always.........) you always wait a min or 2....sometimes 3...and still nobody's writing....and then in this sec as i guess, you go offline.........but sometimes i start writing to you....but you're already gone........
And now he's singing: "we're all living in america..."...yeap soon it will be so...on june...i will miss them all.......the best friends ever....everything.........even everything that happened to me here with you..........
If you could only know.............but maybe you know....how you make me feel..............maybe if you would know.....you would understand the reason why i call you my angel....(ok now i understand why you call me your angel =]..) <- doshlo
I have now deja-vu....coz of this page...another stupid dream....
I wrote so much...i dont really know what was the point of this.................Ahh ok now i know....><"..................ok i dont....><"!!!
Now im in school.....missing my first lesson....(you would say: poor kisa...=]..)
Im just really tired that you are an ass and that you promise things and then dont make them......maybe its cause you already know that you wont make it.....and im tired of believing in things that wont happen.....and if you know you wont make it.........then i know too....
And dont say now (or think): maybe you really should leave me....coz you know that i wont....(even if you will ask me =]..)
And i dont want you to change.....i want you to stop promising me....at all....for long........cause your promises wont come true...........
Im really sorry you do this.......and im really sorry that i do this.......and i am sorry but you must understand this some day........
And i dont want to lose you because of some nonsense....(and i dont want to lose you period)
You know that i dont want this stupid 2 weeks........its like when i was in russia.....only im not there...im here and you are here too.....and its really owful to be like this.....
And i dont know what i wont now........maybe only you...........
L <3 G
תגיבו...או לפחות תגידו אם קראתם...
בבלוג זה
בכל הבלוגים
