Hollowed. Hollowed me. Hollowed in the middle of the heart, in the middel of the brain, in the middle of the soul.

Hollowed in a such briliant way, a way which drives me crazy. Who the hech made me like this?! Me. gusse me.

How the heck I keep beeing almost near, almost around, how can I just keep beating around the bush?! never can understand exactly, or do understand very well but can't express my self.

How Dare I beeing so boring, so far away of what I want to be, miles away from the intelectual,moral,or any level I'm looking forward? It's the most frustrating feeling I ever had. It's not any more passing some damn exam. because if I want I can reach high. But in the personna life, in perrsonal relation-ships I'm awful. So boring G-d how a person like me can exist?!

 Oh I guess I'll better stop here. All what I wrote called what? ? digust? G-d let me get out of this shit

.love me

encourage me.

Me.